I miss him

I miss him
And
Dare I
Say
I need him
Crave him
Desire to feel
his flesh against my flesh
Warm and soft
And slowly
Lightly
Caressing me
In a place so sensitive
I could feel
one innocent touch
Everywhere
I miss him
And dare I
Say
Love
The way
He touches me there
And immediately
I close my eyes
Throw my head back
Bite my lip
Trying my best
Not to lose
What little mind I have left
While engraving
This moment
This feeling
Somewhere
in the corners of my brain
I miss him
And dare I
Say
Hate
The way
My body
Calls
Out to him
In the darkness
While
My mind
Replays
All
The many times
He has
Answered
I miss him
And dare I
Say
I miss him
The feel of him
Loving me
Penetrating this facade
This cynical, critical, coldness
Warming my heart
Whisper wisdom
Breaking through the ice
I love him
And dare I
Say
I love
The subtle
Nuisances
Of your personality
That manifest
In your mannerisms

An Image Of Me

looking into the image
of me I see
in you
i know this is what I want to be
the twinkle in your eye
i want to be the thought
that makes you smile
that wide eyed Kool aid smile
i want to be your peace
of mind
when everything else is shaky
when the dark clouds role in
and the little voices start in to doubt
i want to be your peace
your sanctuary
on my kiss and my eyes and my love
i want you to depend
i want to be the “S” on your chest
that stands for sweet kisses
kisses that melt away every negative
that are seeds planted in your heart
which will soon grow like trees
with strong roots
and bare sweet fruits
my superman
you are the ocean that rocks me to sleep
the gentle roar like a trembling familiarity
a strength that at times may soothe and startle
but never shall I be afraid
i want to always see myself
through the eyes that gaze upon me this night
and forever be this image
this canvas
this vessel
of beauty

I Am Yours

I am yours
From the complexity of my thoughts
To the grace in my step
My love
The love that radiates from your heart
Moves me
The way you handle me
Sweet and gentle
Always like a lady
I am yours
Do with me what you wish
Every inch of me belongs to you
My king
From the sparkle in my eyes
To the honey on my tongue
I am yours
All of me I will give
To the one and only you
My lover come with me
Dive in to an endless sea of sheets
Drown yourself in my love
Get lost in my touch
Feel the security of my legs wrapped around you
And the succulent sound of my soft voice
In your ear
As I whisper all the ways I plan to love you
To show you
I am yours
Explore my hills and valleys
Discover the treasure there hidden
For you to find
Imagine me trailing candy kisses down your center
Until you shake with anticipation
I want, I need you
Anytime, anyplace
And sweetie if you feel the same
I am yours

Sometimes

Sometimes I just feel
Like sometimes I just
Like I need
Some love
I mean see its not all the time
Just sometime
Like every now and then
But seriously
I need some love
I need affectionate arms
Wrapped around me
Consoling me
I need reassuring eyes
That look deep into mine
 And a slowly extended hand
That longs to caress my cheek
To run its fingers through my hair
To just be near me
Like sometimes I want
To feel love
In the form of the physical
But not sexual
But not complicated
Just a sweet kinda
Just be near
And lay here
In the quiet of the afternoon
Watching the sky colors change
And the great star descend
Swaying slowly in this swing
Relaxed and natural
Love
Sometimes I just feel
Down
Alone in a world full of people
And unwanted
And even though
In my mind I know
I have loved ones
I cant feel them

Lessons in Love 3

Lookin in to your eyes
I feel my body heat rise
My demeanor soften
Lookin in to your eyes
I want to resist
But somehow you say without saying
“don’t hide from me”
And how I want to
Lookin in to your eyes
I feel like safe is true
And truth is you
And you is me
And we
Well…
I kinda like how “we” sounds