Saturday, January 17, 2009

...this is crap

When is it love
When I feel like I can’t live another day without you
Then I let my big girl talk
And she say honey you’ll be fine
But will I
Will my heart recover from
The prolonged
Absence of the love
Can I breathe without your embrace
Your smile
Your kiss
Is it love when
My problems become your problems
Become our problems
Is it
Love
When I hang on your ever word
When you need to feel us
Just
To get you through the day
Is love it
What makes me think about you
Love it is
What turns me inside out for you
When is it love
Can it be love
Distance separates us
Time keeps us there
Dreams are where I find you
Mine in fact
You are where I want to be
Needing you
Hoping you are
Think of me
Why can’t it be
Cant the all too real reality
Be our version of fairytale
Something in me needs you
Something in me feeds you
I feel the it that seeps in to us
And now there is only us
Only this

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

How do we make love?


How
do
we
make love?

that’s the question
that they ask
the question that I answer

when an involuntary smile
spreads across my face
at the thought of you

And
what’s
it
truly
made of?

darkness
or sunshine
three hundred sixty five

patience and laughter
crying
singing
ghetto fairy tales
and happily ever after

long last or
short term infatuation
thoughts of you filling me
like thousands
of fish in a pond

a thirst for the sound of you
the smell of you
the
all
of you

the author to
my love story
the keeper of his sanity
the longest minute
the sweetest kiss

it tastes so good going down
he digests my mind
and is made full
by the quality
rather than quantity

by the love
the honesty
the beauty
the sexy

are we worthy?
to be loved
to feel love
 to give love
we make love
special
we make love
us

My sunshine


My sunshine has come
and Im all cried out
there’s no more rain in this cloud

like the sun
coming out of its hiding place
to bring the light
upon the world

you bring me light

like the waters
that fell from the sky
to wash over the earth
and help things to grow

you help me grow
wash over me
with a sweetest love
my sunshine

like the clouds
that float
toward the horizon

your love floats toward me
like the water
and the rays of sun
you are

My sunshine
has come and
I’m all cried out
there’s no more rain
in this cloud